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After compiling your appropriately emotastic lyrics, I present to you the longest, most emo song of ALL TIME – “I Was Born Heartbroken.” The fun doesn’t end here. Pick your favorite verse and film yourself singing it (hair covering one eye is strongly suggested). On Wednesday I will pick my favorites and feature them on the Buzznet homepage. Post your videos in the comments.

I Was Born Heartbroken

I cried myself to sleep last night Why cant you just call and make things right? On the edge of a bridge is where I stand A rusty blade in my hand I watched my life just slip away And the pain I felt day by day The only way to shed my woe Is to watch the blood from my wrists flow The tears I shed were crimson red I drowned myself in my bed Don’t wanna live this life no more The scars of past are not yet sore

Watch this video message from DJ Rossstar:

I never thought I’d be this sad                     
How did things get so bad?

And as all my hopes had fallen from the sky All I could do was watch them pass by Nightmares of what used to be My love for you, you couldn't see If I took my life on a dare It wouldn't matter because no one would care The blood flows through my veins, only for you Now it seeps out the slits, from the fate you put my through I watched the one I love go away And it left me with the scars I have today My days are numbered, my friends are few And all you do is bring girls home to screw

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I never thought I’d be this sad
How did things get so bad?

My hair is crooked and covers my eye
My pants are so tight that I think I might die
With no one here to stop this pain
I'll watch the blood flow like rain
I'll crawl into the black abyss
I am not something that you'll miss
I'm happy for you
I'm jealous too
And I can not handle being near you

I never thought I’d be this sad
How did things get so bad?

So as I sink into this deadly sea
I hope you always think of me
Spilt blood from my veins blacken the floor
Wounded you've left me to live nevermore
Someone stole my eyeliner, it just isn't right!
I cried all day and cried all night
Everything I thought I had
Has all just washed away
And all my life I'll blame it on you
For all the pain you put me threw
As my heart dies each and every time
Mascara eyes, tearstained red
Don’t feel like getting out of bed

I never thought I’d be this sad
How did things get so bad?
The world is cold as ice, your heart the same
When will this stop being a game?
My head is blacking out
All thoughts of you abandon me now
This is the day ill die
For you my love is high
I'm forced to give up on this helpless life

I never thought I’d be this sad
How did things get so bad?

I never meant to make you mad, It's because I never had a Dad For just one night could I be you? I'm sick of watching you have all my dreams come true I let my hair hang over one eye So you can't see me when I cry A last time to make amends Before this fairy tale will end And when I cry the tears fall fast For the love I've had will never last The cuts on my wrist remind me of the past, I shall never look back

I never thought I’d be this sad
How did things get so bad

But still I wait
Knowing you will never come
So pull the trigger
My heart will bleed until your return
Because only for you does my passion burn
As I clear my head, before I go to bed
I think of you and what you said
And I'll watch the soul inside me die
And smile as you can't bring yourself to cry
Even the blood flowing from my veins
Cannot describe my endless pains

I never thought I’d be this sad
How did things get so bad?

I whitewash all these broken dreams so they blend into the wall
Since I can't have you, I don't want to see anything at all
Staring at the broken glass
You told me these thoughts would pass
And in the corners of my blackened heart
Is where I place the memories of how you tore me apart
I look alive, I'm dead inside
My heart has holes and black blood flows
My nerves for feeling you here are shot
So tell me did you love me or not

I never thought I’d be this sad
How did things get so bad?
It's not you I want to push away
But I need someone to mend my broken heart
To stop my disarray
When I think of all we could have had
I just feel so damn bad
Was it because I was so rad?
Because I was so mad?

Why am I left alone?
Am I so bad?
Am I so wrong?

I never thought I’d be this sad
How did things get so bad?

I should have never left like that
Now I’m just left with nothing
My life crumbles down as I turned to you
I love you, won't you love me too?
Why? Did I do something wrong, was it something in my past
God I’m so f***ed up to ever think this would last
Let me die in my dream
So I don't wake up to my nightmare
How did I believe you loved me?
I'm so naive to think that I could ever be loved

I never thought I’d be this sad
How did things get so bad?

I've seen so many faces
But only you who broke me into pieces
The blood is pouring down so slow
Isn't it my time to go?
My porcelain heart broke so many times
So shatter my soul, it's not the worst of your crimes
I’m alone as all can be
I hate this world as all can see
Was I born heart-broken?
And without a doubt
I let the red water come out
My heart shattered
My soul battered
My heart is torn into two
But I only have one piece
The other is with you

I never thought I’d be this sad
How did things get so bad?

I do nothing but drown in fears Crying my deep black tears Loving you made me take the razors away from my wrists But now how can I ever love again? I guess it doesn’t even matter how hard I try Today feels like a good day to die Fading hearts, fading marks This is the end of you and me People around me make me frown If I was a dog they’d put me down Smearing your name on my walls Hate mixed with red as my blood falls Before I pull this trigger Your eyes vacant and stained My life is useless without you I’m already lifeless, this is what I have to do

I never thought I’d be this sad
How did things get so bad?

You tore my heart from side to side
Like the blade to my wrist before I died
And now I cry myself to sleep
Wondering where your feelings are
So every time I fall out of love with you
At the sight of you I fall back into it
This'll never be the same

Your love is synonymous with my pain But I'll keep trying to love you But baby it’s not trying I will always love you Am I that unimportant? Am I so insignificant? Mascara bleeds into my eyes As my heart slowly dies I never thought I’d be this sad How did things get so bad? My heart will always beat for him forever Unless I make it stop beating altogether Why do people like to make us cry? Can't they realize they're the ones that make us wanna die? People tell us stuff and makes us suffer They just make our lives even tougher Cut my wrists and scream his name He's the only one who understands my pain My life has dimmed Because of you Please, please end my pain Take me today please just pull me away My blood red heart is melting away The one I love is gone that's all I can say When the razor blade rips my skin You wont believe the world I've arrived in I never thought I’d be this sad How did things get so bad? I'm strumming my wrist with this razor blade pick.... Four seasons pass your wrists Copper daggers cross them off the lists Tonight I feel a part of me dies One more kiss, no more cries So I'll push away the tears No more blood stain t's Alone and desperate here I stand Don’t have no more what once I had The tears of despair fall down my face The dark winter sky I now embrace You drive me into madness You make me want to die Your shadows on my wall Make me want to cry I never thought I’d be this sad How did things get so bad? As I took one last look into the starry night sky I slipped under the surface of the freezing black lake No one will notice that I’m gone Never to return as I have now passed on My body lay broken lying on the floor I’ll never be the same person I was before

Black and red the colors of bruises and blood
Rainbows don’t exist. Neither do unicorns
So paint with these bleeding tears of mine
And take my pain and die tonight
But as much as I hate the way you seem
There are little parts that thug on my heart strings
The deep darkness of my soul, reflects the bleakness of your heart
Tthat which has never known love, only pain by your own hand
I need more care
This bloody blade is giving me a nightmare
My body lay broken lying on the floor
I’ll never be the same person was before

I never thought I’d be this sad
How did things get so bad?

With blackness in my heart
By fate we are torn apart
When you died, you took my heart
I will love you forever more
Just know it can't be as before
It feels like life is over now that you've slipped away
But I hope you come to love me as the way I are
Without the love been fake
I've played my part in your lifetime
The curtain falls down on the show
If a dove is a symbol of hope and peace
then I must be your crow
Mascara tears run down my face
Feel like I'm losing all my grace

I never thought I’d be this sad
How did things get so bad?

My heart stops dead
Suicidal thought race through my head
I never thought I could hurt this much
Living without you is like a broken leg without a crutch

Oh, I can't go, I can't go on
It's my fate to be wronged

I never thought I’d be this sad
How did things get so bad?

I never thought……..